My life just sucks right now! I dont understand why i fall for this everytime :(! My x just talked me into to doing somehting with him and then hes like after i dont like you like that .. how could somone do that ??? errrr my heart is just ripped right now! How could i even feel like i like somone else ... but i do! :(! i just dont know!
I like this guy .. and i hope i get my chance with him .. but its not that likly! :(!
Im totally really sad right now and crying so i look like crap ... errrr
I lost my wallet on Sunday so that makes me even more depressed :(!
I just dont know about anything right now i am just so confused!
I totally decided im gonna stop worrying about tomorrow cause tomorrow never comes and start living in today :)!
Well i am really sick and home from school so im gonna go chill and play some xbox :)! THE SIMS WOO WOO! lol
Luvs and hugs~CYLIE~
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Camp
So i am totally thinking about working at camp! I want to so bad!
Im so bored!
luvs and hugs~CYLIE~
Im so bored!
luvs and hugs~CYLIE~
Friday, January 19, 2007
Thinking.....
There are things that i think of each and everyday ... things that i just dont have the nerve to say! I think of a guy and wish that i could turn back time! But i guess it doesnt work that way! When you give somone your all .. and all they do is break your heart! Why is it so hard to just let go .. to just walk away! I suppose i really did fall in love! I just dont know what to say! :(!
So it's snowing outside and im really bored! All i have is my thoughts to keep me company!
I decided to write here!
My life is a complete mess right now!
We had a snow day today!
I have ig inspection next week that i am totally unprepared for :(! (big inspection for JROTC in school)
My friends just aren't caring right now they have there own problems too deal with :(!
I dont know anymore!
There are a lot of things i am questioning about god! i know thats bad .. but i still believe in him ... i have been reading my bible a lot .. and some of it is hard to understand! I believe everything happens for a reason! And that God's Will has to be done! God's way!
It's Snowing harder so i think i am just gonna go claen my room!
Mabey ill write again latter ????
Luvs and hugs~CYLIE~
So it's snowing outside and im really bored! All i have is my thoughts to keep me company!
I decided to write here!
My life is a complete mess right now!
We had a snow day today!
I have ig inspection next week that i am totally unprepared for :(! (big inspection for JROTC in school)
My friends just aren't caring right now they have there own problems too deal with :(!
I dont know anymore!
There are a lot of things i am questioning about god! i know thats bad .. but i still believe in him ... i have been reading my bible a lot .. and some of it is hard to understand! I believe everything happens for a reason! And that God's Will has to be done! God's way!
It's Snowing harder so i think i am just gonna go claen my room!
Mabey ill write again latter ????
Luvs and hugs~CYLIE~
Thinking.....
There are things that i think of each and everyday ... things that i just dont have the nerve to say! I think of a guy and wish that i could turn back time! But i guess it doesnt work that way! When you give somone your all .. and all they do is break your heart! Why is it so hard to just let go .. to just walk away! I suppose i really did fall in love! I just dont know what to say! :(!
So it's snowing outside and im really bored! All i have is my thoughts to keep me company!
I decided to write here!
My life is a complete mess right now!
We had a snow day today!
I have ig inspection next week that i am totally unprepared for :(! (big inspection for JROTC in school)
My friends just aren't caring right now they have there own problems too deal with :(!
I dont know anymore!
There are a lot of things i am questioning about god! i know thats bad .. but i still believe in him ... i have been reading my bible a lot .. and some of it is hard to understand! I believe everything happens for a reason! And that God's Will has to be done! God's way!
It's Snowing harder so i think i am just gonna go claen my room!
Mabey ill write again latter ????
Luvs and hugs~CYLIE~
So it's snowing outside and im really bored! All i have is my thoughts to keep me company!
I decided to write here!
My life is a complete mess right now!
We had a snow day today!
I have ig inspection next week that i am totally unprepared for :(! (big inspection for JROTC in school)
My friends just aren't caring right now they have there own problems too deal with :(!
I dont know anymore!
There are a lot of things i am questioning about god! i know thats bad .. but i still believe in him ... i have been reading my bible a lot .. and some of it is hard to understand! I believe everything happens for a reason! And that God's Will has to be done! God's way!
It's Snowing harder so i think i am just gonna go claen my room!
Mabey ill write again latter ????
Luvs and hugs~CYLIE~
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Hmmmph...
I am really bored today! I had no mid terms so i didnt have to go to School!I encountered a johova witness today and they taught me about there religion....
its kinda WACK
The whole love situation isnt working for me yet .. still very lonly ..
Here is my plan For the Weekend
Friday - Powerhouse + Katherine spendin the night
Sat.- nothing till 4 then Kate is spending the night
Sunday- Church and then nothing :(!
I live a boring life
Do you wanna hang out with me ?
Teeee heeee heeee heeee!
Im wierd today i dont feel good ... so i am going to bed!
luvs and hugs~CYLIE~
its kinda WACK
The whole love situation isnt working for me yet .. still very lonly ..
Here is my plan For the Weekend
Friday - Powerhouse + Katherine spendin the night
Sat.- nothing till 4 then Kate is spending the night
Sunday- Church and then nothing :(!
I live a boring life
Do you wanna hang out with me ?
Teeee heeee heeee heeee!
Im wierd today i dont feel good ... so i am going to bed!
luvs and hugs~CYLIE~
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Read This about ME!
Hello Everyone,
My Name is Cylie and im gonna start blogging here lol!
Im a sophmore in highschool .. smart ... loveless(*single*)... 16 ... boring .. and hopless lol!
So i officially saw Tom's blog and decided well he can share his feelings why dont i! Mabey he'll even read it lol!
My life pretty much sucks all the way around.... I got no one. I had a wonderful b/f of 1 year and 4 months, but things didnt work out feelings got lost and things changed! I go to church ... not on a regular basis but ocassionally! I deff. Can't Spell .. but i hope you kno wat i mean.
Hmmmph .. lets see today i totally was bored. I aced my math mid term and probablly got a good grade in JROTC! I am in JROTC .. that does not make me a looser and im not obbsessed with it either!
Im not a complicated person.... A lot of people dont fall in love with me because they think im fat! i only wiegh 171 pounds and i say that with confidence! I dont look that fat! Im an honest person! I dont look at looks ... i look at how someone acts and wat they can offer like kindness and caring and true love! I want someone who will treat me right. Hold hands.. hang out .. cuddle .. call .. that sort of thing! Someone who i can tell everything to and have them not judge me!
I need a best friend but more!
I feel like everyone i like always turns out to just want sex or ... hurts me! :(!
I want someone who can treat me like i should be treated! People call me a bitch cause i tell people the truth! Im really not! I can be sweet and caring .. a lot of people tell me i am!
Some people think im ugly ... but a lot of people think i am pretty! I have some self confidence most of the time! People need to look past the whole pretty thing even though its not bad to compliment someone!
I get atatched easy .. i have said i love you to 2 b/f's ... i dont say i love you unless i mean it! I dont think its fair to say you love somone when you dont! I have had many b/f's ! My longest relationship is 1 yr and 4 months!
I think you need to know more about me! :)! I love to swim thats why i like summer time and hotels! I like to sing! I love talking of course! I am a good listener! I can do many things! I like going to the movies and just chilling! I can be hyper at times ... but im pretty mello most of the time! But im not that shy! I like PDA to a point but not making out in the halls! I like hanging out outside of school and church and Power House! I like 1 on 1 time with a person! I like to know who people really are! I love my computer and i like talking on the phone!
Im very lonely! I need somone to love and to talk to! Will you be that person???
Comments please! :)!
Luvs and hugs~CYLIE~
My Name is Cylie and im gonna start blogging here lol!
Im a sophmore in highschool .. smart ... loveless(*single*)... 16 ... boring .. and hopless lol!
So i officially saw Tom's blog and decided well he can share his feelings why dont i! Mabey he'll even read it lol!
My life pretty much sucks all the way around.... I got no one. I had a wonderful b/f of 1 year and 4 months, but things didnt work out feelings got lost and things changed! I go to church ... not on a regular basis but ocassionally! I deff. Can't Spell .. but i hope you kno wat i mean.
Hmmmph .. lets see today i totally was bored. I aced my math mid term and probablly got a good grade in JROTC! I am in JROTC .. that does not make me a looser and im not obbsessed with it either!
Im not a complicated person.... A lot of people dont fall in love with me because they think im fat! i only wiegh 171 pounds and i say that with confidence! I dont look that fat! Im an honest person! I dont look at looks ... i look at how someone acts and wat they can offer like kindness and caring and true love! I want someone who will treat me right. Hold hands.. hang out .. cuddle .. call .. that sort of thing! Someone who i can tell everything to and have them not judge me!
I need a best friend but more!
I feel like everyone i like always turns out to just want sex or ... hurts me! :(!
I want someone who can treat me like i should be treated! People call me a bitch cause i tell people the truth! Im really not! I can be sweet and caring .. a lot of people tell me i am!
Some people think im ugly ... but a lot of people think i am pretty! I have some self confidence most of the time! People need to look past the whole pretty thing even though its not bad to compliment someone!
I get atatched easy .. i have said i love you to 2 b/f's ... i dont say i love you unless i mean it! I dont think its fair to say you love somone when you dont! I have had many b/f's ! My longest relationship is 1 yr and 4 months!
I think you need to know more about me! :)! I love to swim thats why i like summer time and hotels! I like to sing! I love talking of course! I am a good listener! I can do many things! I like going to the movies and just chilling! I can be hyper at times ... but im pretty mello most of the time! But im not that shy! I like PDA to a point but not making out in the halls! I like hanging out outside of school and church and Power House! I like 1 on 1 time with a person! I like to know who people really are! I love my computer and i like talking on the phone!
Im very lonely! I need somone to love and to talk to! Will you be that person???
Comments please! :)!
Luvs and hugs~CYLIE~
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