Conclusions

I have totally come to the conclusion that i havent written in a while...
A lot has changed since then ..
Gone through a million guys and then found the right one. ..
Then i made a mistake and lost him ..
Over these past few months i have become closer to God...
I have learned that his love is all i need...
I have also come to the conclusion that guys arent everything..
AND THAT YOU DONT NEED ONE TO BE HAPPY!
My grandparents are moving ..
Im staying with my mom and aunt ..
Im sad that there going far away ..
But God has so much left for me to do here ..
I prayed long and hard about it ..
My ending result was that im staying!
Sooo ive been reading a lot of blogs ...
There all so loved craved and depressing ..
This is not how life is supose to be ..
Especially not for a 16 yr. boy...
Or a 17 yr. girl...
Life is supose to be happy ..
Dont look for mr.right ..
He'll show up when you least expect ..
For if your looking for him you'll just find mr. Right now ..
ANd a heartache. ...
I have learned many lessons in these past few months ..

1. Taking a chance on love is worth it
2. All things happen for a reason
3. God's love is the best love of all
4. Friends are really all you need to be happy (and God of course)
5. Lieing is not worth it
6. Hiding things from people doesnt matter .As long as you except yourself Than thats all that matters.
7. YOUR PERFECT JUST THEY WAY GOD MADE YOU!
8. Everyones beautiful in there own way .
9. DONT CHEAT ON PEOPLE!

These are just few of the lessons i have learned lately .. There are so many more. I guess im just not an expert on life yet.

Well im gonna go .. i promise to write soon!

Luvs and hugs,
Cylie

GOD BLESSES ALL!
FOLLOW YOUR HEART!

Livin Life ....

Just because someone is older than you doesnt mean you cant like them!

I havent writen in a while :(! Shame on me ! but im witing now!

i have a b/f now im happy!

luvs and hugs~CYLIE~

Don't Know

My life just sucks right now! I dont understand why i fall for this everytime :(! My x just talked me into to doing somehting with him and then hes like after i dont like you like that .. how could somone do that ??? errrr my heart is just ripped right now! How could i even feel like i like somone else ... but i do! :(! i just dont know!

I like this guy .. and i hope i get my chance with him .. but its not that likly! :(!

Im totally really sad right now and crying so i look like crap ... errrr

I lost my wallet on Sunday so that makes me even more depressed :(!

I just dont know about anything right now i am just so confused!

I totally decided im gonna stop worrying about tomorrow cause tomorrow never comes and start living in today :)!

Well i am really sick and home from school so im gonna go chill and play some xbox :)! THE SIMS WOO WOO! lol

Luvs and hugs~CYLIE~

Camp

So i am totally thinking about working at camp! I want to so bad!

Im so bored!
luvs and hugs~CYLIE~

Thinking.....

There are things that i think of each and everyday ... things that i just dont have the nerve to say! I think of a guy and wish that i could turn back time! But i guess it doesnt work that way! When you give somone your all .. and all they do is break your heart! Why is it so hard to just let go .. to just walk away! I suppose i really did fall in love! I just dont know what to say! :(!

So it's snowing outside and im really bored! All i have is my thoughts to keep me company!

I decided to write here!

My life is a complete mess right now!

We had a snow day today!

I have ig inspection next week that i am totally unprepared for :(! (big inspection for JROTC in school)

My friends just aren't caring right now they have there own problems too deal with :(!

I dont know anymore!

There are a lot of things i am questioning about god! i know thats bad .. but i still believe in him ... i have been reading my bible a lot .. and some of it is hard to understand! I believe everything happens for a reason! And that God's Will has to be done! God's way!

It's Snowing harder so i think i am just gonna go claen my room!
Mabey ill write again latter ????

Luvs and hugs~CYLIE~

Thinking.....

There are things that i think of each and everyday ... things that i just dont have the nerve to say! I think of a guy and wish that i could turn back time! But i guess it doesnt work that way! When you give somone your all .. and all they do is break your heart! Why is it so hard to just let go .. to just walk away! I suppose i really did fall in love! I just dont know what to say! :(!

So it's snowing outside and im really bored! All i have is my thoughts to keep me company!

I decided to write here!

My life is a complete mess right now!

We had a snow day today!

I have ig inspection next week that i am totally unprepared for :(! (big inspection for JROTC in school)

My friends just aren't caring right now they have there own problems too deal with :(!

I dont know anymore!

There are a lot of things i am questioning about god! i know thats bad .. but i still believe in him ... i have been reading my bible a lot .. and some of it is hard to understand! I believe everything happens for a reason! And that God's Will has to be done! God's way!

It's Snowing harder so i think i am just gonna go claen my room!
Mabey ill write again latter ????

Luvs and hugs~CYLIE~

Hmmmph...

I am really bored today! I had no mid terms so i didnt have to go to School!I encountered a johova witness today and they taught me about there religion....
its kinda WACK

The whole love situation isnt working for me yet .. still very lonly ..

Here is my plan For the Weekend
Friday - Powerhouse + Katherine spendin the night
Sat.- nothing till 4 then Kate is spending the night
Sunday- Church and then nothing :(!
I live a boring life
Do you wanna hang out with me ?
Teeee heeee heeee heeee!
Im wierd today i dont feel good ... so i am going to bed!
luvs and hugs~CYLIE~